Friday, December 5, 2008

Busy.

Busy. Busybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusybusy.

That's all.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Blessed

So...second week in and I already forgot to post. Awesome. :)

The blessing that's stood out to me this week is the beauty that is my street. It's in an established neighborhood with mature trees. They form a canopy over the street, which is lined with gorgeous homes on each side. The leaves are painted in all the typical shades of autumn, and it's so pretty right now. It makes me happy.

Currently Listening To...

I have my ghetto pants and dancin' shoes on tonight:

Ooh Wee (Mark Ronson w/ Ghostface & Nate Dogg)
Promiscuous (Nelly Furtado w/ Timbaland)
Regulate (Warren G.)
I Know You See It (Young Joc)
International Affair (Mark Ronson w/ Sean Paul & Tweet)
Scenario (A Tribe Called Quest)
Good Life (Kanye West & T-Pain)
Pop, Lock & Drop It (Huey)
Insane In The Brain (Cypress Hill)
Let It Go (Keyshia Cole w/ Missy Elliot & Lil' Kim)
Wall To Wall (Chris Brown)
Celebrate (Wyclef Jean w/ Patti Labelle)
Ghetto Musick (Big Boi)
Gangsta's Paradise (Coolio)
We Fly High (Jim Jones)
Blow The Whistle (Too Short)
California Love (2pac w/ Dr. Dre)
Get Low (Lil' John & The Eastside Boyz)
Miami (Will Smith)
Headsprung (LL Cool J)
Lollipop (Lil' Wayne)
I'm Real (Ja Rule w/ Jennifer Lopez)
Let Me Clear My Throat (DJ Kool)
Stuntin' Like My Daddy (Birdman w/ Lil' Wayne)
Dracula's Wedding (Outkast)
Got Money (Lil' Wayne & T-Pain)
Cyclone (Baby Bash w/ T-Pain)
Heartless (Kanye West)
Whatever You Like (T.I.)
Money Maker (Ludacris)
They Way I Live (Baby Boy da Prince)
Get Like Me (David Banner w/ Chris Brown)
Behold A Lady (Outkast)
You Know What It Is (T.I. w/ Wyclef Jean)
Money Ain't A Thang (Jay-Z)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Just a little favor, please...

Could someone please bring me the following?

I need some Poppyseed Chicken with rolls, au gratin potatoes and a salad (lots of croutons). And some hot chocolate with marshmallows. ...A jigsaw puzzle and a couple of old movies... Maybe a crackling fire in the fireplace. And a side of cold weather with lots of snow.

Mmmkaythanksyou'reawesome. :)

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Blessed

Back in 2005, my world fell apart.

My mother passed away, rather unexpectedly and quickly from melanoma. That was in April. ...One month and three days after my birthday. For my entire life, she had been my touchstone.

A few months later, my grandmother joined her in Heaven. It was early November. For my entire life, she had been my best friend.

Somewhere along the way, due to his sadness, my father started to drift away and shut me out. He was still physically alive, but was nothing but a ghost. For my entire life, he had been my hero.

Up until then, my family had been everything to me. In three instants, the things that I valued most in this world were all gone.

As singular events, those are the kinds of things that rock you to your core. Combined, they rip apart everything that you know and leave you absolutely gutted. But God had a plan for me, and this was all a part of it.

The most readily apparent of God's blessings at that time were my friends. A few years prior to 2005, I realized that I wasn't being the person God had called me to be, and I made the decision to change that. I met a group of people who came to be some of the most amazing friends anyone could ask for. Spiritually, they were exactly what I needed at the time. As the events of 2005 came to pass, I saw just how God had placed them into my life those years earlier. When all I wanted to do was run away from everything, they caught me and held me up until I was strong enough to stand on my own. And during the times when I felt like falling back down, they continued to hold me up.

**Thank You, Lord, for the people who you have used as a support in my life. Thank You for those relationships and for the things that we have brought into each other's lives. Sometimes, though, when I'm feeling low, it's easy for me to overlook You and instead turn to those who have a physical presence in my life. I struggle with valuing my human relationships above all else. I ask that You continue to bless me with those relationships, but that You continually teach me to rely on You first.**

Sometimes I need to remind myself just how blessed I am. Today was a good day, and a lot of blessings were readily apparent. So each Tuesday (at least for the time-being), I'm going to try to remember to write about a blessing that I've had in my life. ...Just for me, as a reminder of how God is always at work.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Happyland


Well, Paris almost happened today. But in the end, it didn't.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Weather, Walking & Wind

So it's finally starting to get cold(ish), and that makes me happy. But something seems missing when you can't walk from place to place and actually enjoy the cold. I love my car, but I'm tired of living in a place where I have to have one. It takes a lot of the excitement and "unknowns" out of the day. I mean, I know I'm going to get in, listen to some music, drive a certain distance and get right back out. But the only people-watching I can do along the way is from the shoulder up, as folks drive by on the highway. And that's a kind of people-watching that safety says I probably shouldn't be doing anyway. ...But I do... Driving is boring otherwise.

**Side note: I woke up way before my alarm this morning, but forgot to turn it off. It just "alarmed", and maaaaaannnnnnnnn... it is loud. I think I just heard Billy Joel's Uptown Girl at 10,000,000,000 decibels. Maybe I just lost a little bit of my appreciation for that song. And maybe a little bit of my hearing went away too.**

So anyway. Yeah, it's finally starting to cool off here in earnest. Like, I don't have to look completely ridiculous for wearing my heavy sweaters, coats and scarves anymore. There's actually a reason to have them on. Although perhaps I shouldn't jinx it; it'll probably be back in the 70's by next week. Ugh. I was talking to someone two days ago, and it's been in the low 30's and snowing where he is. H.A.P.P.Y. :)

With all the cool weather being ushered in, we've also had a ton of wind. There have been times where I swear the Big Bad Wolf has been standing outside, trying to blow the house down. I'll put it this way... A couple of nights ago, the house was dark and my roommate was downstairs. She called to make me come out of my room because she was hearing noises and was too scared to come upstairs by herself. ...Can't say I blame her... To put it in perspective, that's the kind of wind we've been having here. But I love it. I'm a total "weather" girl. It's so much more exciting than an average sunny and boring day.